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Krisla
01 October 2011 @ 07:39 pm
October 1st! I haven't been here for over a month probably. Not sure if I posted here or not but I had my main HD removed thus I wasn't using any computers at all.

Just dropping by to say that I won't be active anymore. I love the people I met on livejournal and still want to keep in touch so I'll probably log on from time to time. So don't forget about me!!!

Kinda personal to write in a open post, but I want users from communities I'm in to know. I'm currently ill. My health has always been good, but about two weeks ago my doctor told me that there might be something wrong with my kidney, after about 3 or 4 exams he said everything was normal. Which is good, but at the same time I have no idea what's wrong with me.
Friday I had an ultrasonography done. The doctor (are they doctors?) said he couldn't see anything wrong, however he had a hunch that I might have gallstone. (sorry for the bad grammar)
I have an appointment on Wednesday to see if it really is gallstones. If it is, it can be removed naturally with medicines or surgery. Both are safe. I'm really scared, my uncle has been in coma for 15 years, after a medic error during a surgery to remove gallstones, and today he had to go to the hospital and it seems like he's in a critical condition. Ugh. And what if it isn't gallstone? What if is something worst?

Just having something wrong with my health is freaking me out, serious or not. It's like "why?", I've always been healthy, and eaten healthy so why is this happening?

Like can't be put on pause, so on top of the health issues, I might be getting a job soon!! That's exciting, even so I'm not happy or fine. I'm going to start a 30 day trial on in two weeks, so we'll see...

18 years old this year! Most people like it, are really happy when they turn 18, but I've been freaking out since I turned 17. I've talked about that a lot already. My problem now is the driving liscense. There were some problems with my documentation, being born in another country and being registered here and stuff like that. After that is resolved there are the tests.
Not sure I'll pass the psychological test. Along with the helth issues, of course, comes the symptoms, in my case they are blurry vision, nausea, and my arms, hands and legs are shaking all the time. All of those things may affect the test results.

Right. Long entry, sorry.
tl;dr I'm ill and won't be around a lot.

PS: I don't check my emails anymore, most of them just causes me stress. I'm going to create a new one so I can check livejournal notifications and if anyone wants to contact me.

Love al my lj-friends ♥
Take care and don't forget about me!!!!!!!!!!

--edit-- in case anyone didn't get it from what's written above, the reason I won't be around is that I'm not feeling well enough to sit in front of the computer, even if just for a couple minutes. right now I just want to stay in bed.

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Krisla
09 April 2011 @ 01:12 am
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I've been in a melancholy mood lately. Watching tearjerkers non-stop. Now I just finished watching Little DJ with my mom.


gorgeous mamayu. ♡


I wanted to watch Little DJ so I could cry, but then my mom pointed this out to me, and well, I ended up not crying like I wanted to.



You can't see it very well from the gif, but Mayu almost slips. It's so cute! I can't believe I hadn't noticed this before. Maybe it's cause 30 minutes into the movie I'm already crying like a little baby.

 
 
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Krisla
17 March 2011 @ 10:50 pm
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feels like forever since I last made gifs!



cute Yoochun!!
I wanna make gifs of Balloons, but like the gif above shows, the video I have isn't be best quality T^T

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